Ok this is my 1st fic. I dont know if you will like it or not. If is borning let me know and I will stop.
It has been 3 months since the prom. Addie and Derek are no longer together. Meredith broke up with Finn a fews days after the prom but still did not what anything to do with Derek. She loved him but he had hurt her so much.She did not think she could go though anymore pain so she asked him to give her time and space. He did. It killed him but he knew if he just waited long enough she would come back to him. Izzie has come back to work and still had not idea what to do with the money Denny gave her. Her and Alex were close but she wanted space. George and Callie did not last at all. She wanted a I love you out of George but he still was not ready to say it. Cristina and Burke were good and Burke had no more tremors.

I know it starts out slow but if you give it time it does get better. Please read and comment.

It had been a long day Meredith just wanted to go home and fall into her bed. She walked into the elevator. Of course he had to be on the elevator at the same time.
Derek- Dr Grey.
Meredith Dr Shepherd

Derek just looked at her and her legs went weak. She just could not help but look back into his eyes. Oh how she missed him.

Derek-Meredith how are you?
Mer - I am fine thank you, How are you doing ?
Derek -Ok I guess.
Mer- Thats good
Derek- I miss you. I miss our friendship. Can we please just get pass this.
Mer- I dont know. So much has happened. I don't know if we can ever be friends.
Derek- Can we try. Let's go out to dinner. Please lets just work on being friends.
Mer- If I say yes. It will be me taking my car and meeting you. and no tequila.
Derek -Fair enough I just have missed you. If you would like meet me at the corner of 3rd and Main. You know the place.
Mer- Ya I remember that is your favorite. I will be you there at 6 pm ok.
Derek-Great see you

They both got off the elevator and smiled. Derek could not beleive that he was going to get a chance to have dinner with her. He had given her time and space now he was going to win her love back.

So at 6 pm Derek met Meredith at the restaurant.

Derek I am glad you made it
Meredith- Me to. Thanks for asking to come out to dinner.
They walked into the restaurant and the head waiter came over to them.

Waiter- Dr Shepherd I am glad to see you again. Your table is right this way.

The head waiter took Derek and Meredith over to a table that was out of the way and very private.
Waiter-Dr Shepherd would you like a nice bottle of our best wine.

Derek looked at Meredith and you could tell that she wanted it but he new that she also had said no tequila so he knew that meant no liquor at all so he just said "not this time thank you".
The waiter handed them the menu and said he would be back in a mintue for the order.

Mer- Thank you for understanding. I want tonight to be a nice dinner and I know liquor clouds the mind.
Der- I understand. I really want to start over. We will go as slow as you want. If frinedship is all you want for now that is ok with me.

She smiled at him.

Der- So tell me. How are things going at home. I know Izzie is back at work but how is she really doing.

Just as she was ready to answer the waiter came over to take their order.
Meredith order a steak and baked pototo
Derek order the same.
Meredith told Derek that Izzie was doing better each day. She still cried over Denny but each day it got better and better and she thought her and Alex really had a chance at being a copule.
They sat there and made small talk over dinner.
After dinner the waiter came over and asked if they wanted deresst.
Der-Meredith would you like to share a piece of cheese cake with me.
Meredith just smiled and said yes.
They had the piece of cheese cake.
After they were done Derek paid for the bill and walked Meredith out to the car.

Mer- Derek thank you for dinner that was very nice.
Der-Thank you for meeting me. Now I know you have your car but would you like me to follow you home just so I know you made it ok.
Mere- No Derek not yet. Ok
Der- Ok will you call me when you get home so I know you made it ok
Mere- What if I just text you when I get home ok.
Der- Ok. Talk to you later. See you at work tomorrow.
Mer- See ya.

Meredith got in her car and Derek got in his car they both had a very big smile on their face when they pulled away

When Meredith got home Izzie was watching TV
Meredith walked into the living room with a smile on her face.
Izzie- What has gotten into you
Mer- What?
Izzie I have not seen you smile that big since well I don't know how long.
Did you go out after work and finally have sex?
Mer-No I did not. Cant I just be happy?
Izzie- Meredith I know you to well now what gives. Where did you go after you got off work?
Mer-Derek asked me out for dinner.
Izzie- You went out with McDreamy. Are you crazy have you forgotten everything he has done to you.
Mer- Izzie calm down. It was just dinner. Nothing else. We want to see if we can be friends again.
Izzie Friends hummm you and McDreamy.
Mer - Yes now I am going to my room.

When she got to her room she texted Derek to let him know she got home OK and thank him one more time for dinner.

The next morning Derek made it to the hospital before Meredtih. He went to her locker and put a note inside of it.
When Meredith got to work she read the note.
It said.
Meredith I had a really nice time with you last night. Iam glad that we got to talk.
I have missed you so much. Iam trying to give you your space. I will be waiting for you. Take all the time you need. I want to do things right this time. I know that I have hurt you so many times. I want you to know I am done hurting you. That is something I can promise you. If you want to see where this can go let me know. We can play by your rules I am willing to do whatever it takes.
Meredith was the 1st one in the locker room and when she opened her locker the letter fell out.
She read the letter with tears in her eyes. She stuffed the letter into her lab coat and went off to find Bailey as the other were just getting there.

As the other walked out of the locker room Bailey came up to them.
Bailey started giving orders
Yang-Pit
Stevens-Sloan
Grey-Shepherd
O Malley-Montgomery
Kaver-Your with me today
Alex-oh lucky me
Bailey You have a problem with working with me today
Alex No I am happy to be learning from you today.
Bailey What are you all standing there for. Go now. Go save a life.

Mer found Derek. He was at the nurses station reading some charts.
Mer-DR Shepherd I am your intern for the day. What do you have for me today?
Der- Lets see Mr. Peterson in room 3243 need to be prepped for surgery he has a medical medical.
Room 3246 -3248-3451 needs post op notes.

They walked into Mr. Peterson room.
Derek- Mr. Peterson I am DR Shepherd and I will be doing your medical medical today. This is DR Grey she will be prepping you for surgery.
Do you have any questions for me?
Mr. Peterson. Must be my lucky day the last time I had surgery the person that prepped me was not half as beautiful.

Meredith just blushed and said thank you. You could see Derek get just a bit jealous.

Derek OK Mr. Peterson DR Grey will be back in a while for you. See you later.
Mr. Peterson-Bye Doctor's
Meredith I'll see you after a bit Mr. Peterson.

They walk out of the room together.

Mer- Iam going to go do my post ops notes now and then prep Mr. Peterson
Der-Dr Grey would you like to scrub into Mr. Peterson surgery?
Mer I would love to. Thank you DR Shepherd.
Der-Great see you in the OR.

Ok there is the first few updates. Please tell me what you think. Would you like me to keep going. Comments = updates
Thanks for reading my Fic Barbara

I love it! :D yayy! haha and i love merder!! :) great job!

I was hoping for a few more comments and see this is being read by a few more people. I will keep going with updates if I get more comments

Its lunch time and Meredith went to find Cristina.She found her outside eating lunch. Meredith got her salad and a drink. She walked over to where Cristina was sitting.
Mer-So how is the Pit?
Cristina- shut up I have been doing stitches all day. My fingers are numb. I need a good surgery.
Mer- I get to scrub in on a medical midical with McDreamy today after lunch.
Cristina- 1st of all you Bitch. I would kill to scrub in any surgery today.
and 2nd you are calling Him Mc Dreamy again? Are you crazy? Hasn't he broke you enough for one lifetime?
Mer I know but we had dinner together last night. And today well his is trying. I don't know. We will see how things go. We are just friends. No sex, No alcohol.
Cristina What you No sex No alcohol? Good luck with that one. I want to see how long that last.
Mer-Shut up We are just friends.
Cristina -Whatever.
Just then Izzie walked up.

Izzie-So I see the smile still has not left your face since last night, I just past McDreamy a few minute's ago and saw the same big smile on his face.
It looks someone is going to get lucky soon.
Mer-Would you both seriously shut up. We are just friends
Chis and Izzie- Ya friends with benefits.
Mer gets up and throws her garbage away. As she walks away she says "whatever I am going now I get to scrub in and you have to go back to your stitches."

Meredith is seen scrubbing in with Derek they are not talking but both smiling at each other.

Der Its nice to see you smiling again. I have missed that.

Mer just smiles at him and asked him if his is ready to do this. They walk in to OR.

Der OK its a beautiful day to save a life now lets have some fun.

The surgery was long it lasted about 4 1/2 hours and Mr. Peterson made it out of surgery. Derek and Meredith were scrubbing out.

Mer-That was amazing. I will never get over that feeling of saving a life.
Der Ya its great knowing that you helped saved a life. You did a great job in there today.
Mer-Thank you for asking me to scrub in. It was a long surgery and I am hungry. You want to go get something to eat.
Der -I would love to.
Mer Meet you in the lobbing in 20 minutes.

They meet in the lobby and Derek ask Meredith where she would like to go.

Mer- I don't care. Just some place quite.
Der-Would you like Italian.
Mer-That sound wonderful.

Mer walked over to his car and stands at the passenger side and he opens the car door for her. He was surprised that she was willing to go with him in his car. But he was happy.
The drove to the restaurant not saying much just stealing little glances at each other. Mer put he hand down between them and he took his and placed it over hers.
By the time they reached the restaurant Meredith had doze off a bit.
Der- Hey we are here.
He wanted to reach over and kiss her but he knew he would just be testing his luck.
Mer I am sorry I did not mean to fall asleep. I guess I am not only hungry but I also tired.
Der We done have to do this if you done want.
Mer Are you kidding I am starving.

They made small talk over dinner. Talking about him in med school. She asked about his family. He let her know that his dad passed away while he was still in high school. His 3 older sister were all in collage. His little sister was in Jr. high. He thought it hit her the hardest of the all. Leah was the apple of her daddies eyes. He talked how he had to take over as the man of the house. He was the support for his Mom and sisters. He said that he was thankful that he had Mark. Mark really stepped up for him and was there for him.

Mer Do you think you can ever forgive Mark.
Der- I don't know. Its nothing I have thought about. For the past 2 years he has made my life hell. How do you forgive your best friend of doing what he did to me?

Dinner was over. Derek drove her back to the hospital. She was getting out of the car when Derek came over and told her to get back in.
She looked kind of puzzled.
She got back in and closed the door.
He then opened the door for her and helped her out.
Der- This is the way a lady is to be treated.
Mer Thank you I had a nice night.
Der So did I.

God how he just wanted to take her into his arms and kiss her and never let her go.
But he did not want to rush things so he just kissed her on the cheek,
Der Night Meredith
Mer Night Derek I will TeX you when I get home.

ok there are a few more updates. let me know what you think.

Aww I <3 MerDer!!! :P :wub:
Keep it coming! lol :D

Over the next two weeks. They went out a few times. Nothing more than dinner after work or lunch at the hospital. He promised to keep everything professional between the two of them. He had not ask Bailey to put them together, but he was happy when she did. Some of the nurses had tried to start rumors that they were back together but most of them seemed to not really care as it was old news.
It was lunch time and Mere and Cristina were having lunch

Cris- So how are things going with McDreamy.
Mer OK were are doing things right this time. Getting to know each other. He is being really nice to me. Not rushing me and just working on gaining my trust.
Cris- Ya right 2 weeks and no sex. He must be losing his touch.
Mer CRISTINA..... Is that all you ever think about? There is more to a relationship than sex.
Cris-Whatever..I have to go I get to do a medical medical with Burke this afternoon.
As Cristina gets to the stairwell Derek is coming out.
Der DR Yang
Cris- DR Shepherd
Cris- You hurt her again you answer to me
Der just smiled at her and said "you have nothing to worry about I am done hurting her"
Cris Good just keep it that way.

Derek walked up to where Meredith was still sitting and sat down beside her. They gave each other a smile

Der-Hey
Mer- Hey How is your day?
Der Good and yours
Mer I have been stuck in the pits all day. I want to be in the OR.
Der You sound more and more like DR Yang everyday.
What time are you off today?
Mer 4 o'clock
Der- I am off at 5 would you like to go and have dinner.
Mer- Ya that would be nice. There are a few things we need to talk about anyway.
Der- We do? Anything wrong?
Mer NO we just need to talk about things. It's time that we had the talk that we never had a chance to have.
Der- Ok meet you in the lobby at 5 20.
Mer Sounds good I am off. I am sure there are more idiots down in the pit that have tried to cut there finger off or something stupid for me to stitch up.
Der Have fun.
Mer See ya

Its 5 Meredith is in the lobby waiting for Derek and Addison walks out of the elevator and towards Meredith.

Addie DR Grey
Mer DR Montgomery
Addi- So I hear you that you and Derek are dating.
Mer We are friends. We are just seeing what can happen.
Addi- I just want him to be happy and Meredith you make him happy.
I should have let him go along time ago. I knew last Christmas when he told me that you were not a fling that he fell in love with you that I had lost him. I should have stepped aside them. My pride got in the way. I just want you to know that I am so sorry.
Mer-He told you at Christmas he loved me
Addie- Ya
Mer- Addison thanks for telling me.

Addie just smiled.

Mer So how are you and Mark
Addie Well Mark is Mark we will see on that one.
Mer-Good luck with him you deserve to be happy also Addison.
Addie- It was nice talking to you.

Addie walked way as Derek was getting off the elevator.
She walked up to met him and she surprised him with a quick kiss on the lips. He was not excepting it but boy did he was not going to complain.
With a huge smile on his face Derek asked if she was ready to go get something to eat.

Mer Yeah lets go

they walked out to his car he asked what Addison and her were talking about.

Mer Not much she told me that she wanted you to be happy. I asked her about Mark.
They reached the car and Derek opened the door for her to get in. They went to a little Mexican food place not far from the hospital.
They order dinner and Mer asked for a beer. Derek smiled and said "make that 2 beers."
They sat there just looking at one another for a few minutes.
Derek was the 1st one speak up.

Der- So you wanted to talk about things.
Meredith took a deep breath. She was about to lay it all out on the line. She knew in order to get it right this time between them it had to be said. She did not know how he was going to react. If she told him would it scare him away. Was he ready for what she was about to say to him?

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well is anyone reading this?????????????????????????????????

so are you saying that no one wants an update... I know its slow to start with be come one people give it a chance. It does get better

I normally don't read fan fics... but I like this one and I hope you go further with this :)

I would like to know. If I update will you read. I would love to update here but not if I do not get comments. I have lots more update already posted so updates can happen everyday.

I'm sure I'll read them :D so post them here and I'll give comment!

Ok just for you here it goes....

Mer-Here it goes, what I am about to say is not to hurt you but I need to say it. So please let me OK. Derek just nodded his head.
Derek you hurt me. 1st by not telling me about Addison, then when I begged you to pick me love me and you still pick her over me, then when I was trying to move on you called me names. Derek started to say something but she put her hand up and said "let me finish please" By this time she had tears in her eyes. Fighting back tears she began again.
Then prom happened. You said things to me. I was so confused. I did not know what to think anymore. You said you loved me but you stayed with Addison. Then you left her. I just needed time to take it in.
You gave me that time. I thank you for it. The last 2 weeks have been nice. I love the fact that we are taking the time to get to know each other. I want to know more about you. I am ready to move on.
But here is the deal. No more lies not even lies by omission. We have to be honest. If there is anything that is going to come back and bite us in the ass we need to know about it. The good the bad the ugly.
Next it is just us. No dating anyone else. I need to know if you are in all the way. Derek this is it. I will not, I cannot be hurt by you again.
When she stopped Derek was a bit shocked that she let it all out. He knew that it had to hard for her to say what she just said to him. She let all of her thoughts out and just laid them out they for him. She was ready to move on. He could not be happier.


Der-Meredith I want this to work. I am willing to do whatever it takes. I don't want anyone else. I can promise you that I am never hurt you again on propose. I cannot promise you that you will never cry over me again. We will fight all couples do, he smiled and said "but making up is so much fun".
But seriously us together we can make it though anything as long as we work at it as a couple and talk it out.
No more lies. My life is an open book anything you want to know I am willing to tell you. Meredith Grey I love you. I am so sorry for the pain that I have caused you. I never want to see that pain in your eyes again.
Mer-So we are us again.
Der Yeah I think so
They leaned into each other and kissed. It last longer than they thought and the waiter came over.
Waiter- hummm do I take it that you are not going to be having dessert tonight.

Meredith told Derek she had to use the restroom and she would be right back.
As Meredith left Derek paid the bill. Then he made a phone call.

man on phone. Yes, DR Shepherd I understand
Derek-Good I will see you in a while. I want everything perfect.
Man on phone - OK see you.
Derek was hanging up and Meredith came back to the table.
Meredith. Who was that.
Derek oh no one just a surprise for you.
Mer-You know I hate surprises.
Derek trust me I think you will like this one.
They walked out of the restaurant holding hands. When they reached the car Derek leaned her against the car and started kissing her. She started running her hands through his hair and he moved his hands around her waist.
He moved from her lips and moved to kiss her neck. She moved her head back so he could find that spot. The spot that he knew so well. When he found it she let a soft moan. She moved her hands to grab his butt.
He broke away and said. I think we better take this somewhere else before we get in trouble.
The got in the car and she asked where they were going.
He just leaned in and kissed her.
Der-Just trust me OK.

They drove through town and soon Meredith knew where Derek was talking her.
Mer-You know this thing you have for ferryboats is really something.
Der-How do you know we are going to the ferryboats?
Mer- I know you Derek, and I have a thing for them also.
He just looked at her and said "Well that is only one part of the surprise. There is more to come."
They got the dock just in time for the last ferry. They got the car onto the ferry and then got out.
Meredith walked over the edge and was looking out over the shore as they pulled out. Derek came over and stood behind her. He wrapped his arms around her waist. She folded her arms closed her eyes and leaned back onto him. She felt so safe in his arms. Let nothing could ever hurt her as long as she was with him. He kissed her cheek and nuzzled her neck. He was so happy that she was back in his arms. This time he was never going to let her go.

When they got tired of standing he lead her over to the bench and they sat down. Derek could tell she was cold so he took off his jacket and put it over her shoulders.

Derek-Meredith tell me a story.
Mer-What kind of story?
Derek-One when you were little.
Mer You don't want to know about my childhood.
Derek Yes I do.
Mer My childhood was not the happiest. It was pretty crappie if you ask me.
Der- I want to know.
Meredith closed her eyes. She thought back to the day on the merry-go-round.

Mer-One of my 1st memories is being around 5 years old. I was so happy my Mom took me to the park. I loved the merry-go-round. She placed me on it and said she would come back after the ride was over.
As the ride started I was holding my arms up. Like I was going to get to fly away. I was calling for my Mom to look at me. I remember seeing her talking to someone. At the time I could not tell who is was. She was yelling and crying at the man. I could not understand what was going on. Soon the ride stopped. My Mom did not come and get me. The man running the ride had to get me off. I could not find my Mom. I started to cry. The man came over to me and bent down and asked me were my mommy was. I said I did not know. He took my hand and said let go find her. He took me out of the gate and then I saw her. She was sitting on the beach crying. I looked up at the man and said "that's her over there". He took me to her and then let go of my hand. My mother never looked up. The man just let go of my hand and walked away. I sat down beside my Mom and said "mommy what's wrong"? She would not look at me. I said "come on let go home daddy will fix whatever is wrong. He always makes me better when I am sad" She looked at me and said "shut up about your father" She then got up and started to walk away. I ran after her. We got the car and drove home.
When we got home she told me to go to my room and to not come out till she told me to. I did what she told me to do. Then I started to hear my Mom and dad yelling at each other. The doors in the house were being slammed open and shut. Then next thing I new was my dad came into my room with a bag in his hand. He came over to me and said "Meredith remember daddy loves you. He always will no matter what. You will always be right here." He pick up my hand and placed it over his hart. He told me that he had to go away for a while but would be back. I was crying I did not want my daddy to leave. I asked him if he was leaving who would be there to cook my breakfast and to tuck me in at night. He said my mother would take care of it. That is the last thing he said to me as he walked out the door. I sat there crying for hours. I don't remember anything till the next morning when my Mom walked in my room handed me a suitcase and told me to pack anything I wanted to take with me that we were moving.

Derek looked at her she had tears in her eyes. You could tell her hart was aching for her father. All he wanted to do his hold her and never let her go. He hated to see her cry. Derek got up from the bench and knelt down in front of her. He wiped the tears away and said he was sorry.
She told him it was not his fault that her dad was such a jerk. He leaned in to pull her up and she stood up and he hugged her. They did not say much more the rest of the ride. They just stayed in each other arms.

They got off the ferryboat and drove. As they drove Derek could tell that Meredith was thinking about something, She was looking out the window day dreaming. He took his hand and placed it on her lap.

Der what are you thinking about?
Mer Just thinking. You know after we moved I never saw my Mom much. She would heir a nanny. They nanny would stick around for about 6 or 7 months. I knew not to get use to them. They were all the same. Got me up in the morning made me breakfast, sent me to school. Once I got home it was to my room for homework. Come down for dinner. Have dinner, help with dishes. Then up to take my bath. Then I could come down and watch TV for about an hour. Then it was off to bed. All they wanted was a pay check from my Mom. Every nanny was the same. Then one day Sarah came into my life. I could tell right away she was different. 1st thing she told me was I had 2 choices. One we could get along and life would be great. Or I could make her life hell and she would do the same to me. She hoped that I would take option one.
She was the 1st nanny that let me be me. She cared, when I cried at night she came in and held me. She help me realize that my dad leaving was not my fault. As I got older she told me that I could be what ever I wanted to be. She told me to believe in myself. When I told her I wanted to be a surgeon she was so proud. Then I told my Mom and I was so hurt when she told me I did not have what it takes to be a surgeon. Sarah just told me that I had to prove her wrong.
She was my nanny till my Mom thought I was to old for someone to watch me. I was 14. What my Mom does not know was that Sarah come by two or three times a week to stay with me.
Then she got married. The visits were shorter and fewer apart. She was there when I graduated high school. She was the one that helped my move to the dorm when I went away to collage. She came by for the 1st few months once a weekend about once a month. Then she had a baby. I miss her. I have not seen her since my Jr. in collage.

Derek just sat and listened. He could not believe that she just told him everything. It hurt him that she had it so bad as a child.
Meredith looked out the window. She not even realize the they were stopped in front of a beautiful hotel. She just looked at Derek.

Derek looked at her and saw she had a puzzled looked on her face.

Derek-Meredith its not what you think. I just want to be alone with you tonight, and your place it not well really all that quiet and my place is not all that romantic.

They got out of the car walking hand in hand into the hotel. Derek lot go of her hand and said "You go over and order us a drink I'll go check us in"

Derek check in and walked over to the bar. He came up behind Meredith and put his arms around her waist. She just smiled and leaned back.

Mer- Ummm this is nice. I could get use to this.
Der-You better.
He took the sit next to her. They were finishing their drinks

Der-Thank you Meredith
Mer-For what?
Der-For sharing a part of you past with me tonight. I know it was not easy for you to open up like that.
I want you to know from this moment on Meredith you will never be alone again. You will always have me, You have my hart and I love you
Mer Derek I lo.....

She just stopped. She looked at him and then looked down. He took her chin and brought her chin up to meet him. They were looking at each other.

Der-Meredith it's OK I know I hurt you. I know its going to take time for you to trust me again. You can say it when you are ready. I am not gain anywhere.

He but down a $50.00 bill then he took her hand and lead her toward the elevator.
While they were on the elevator he pulled her into him and he started kissing her. When the elevator stopped the got off but never letting go of each other. He fumbled with the key to open the door. He finally got it opened. He picked her up and carried her over to the bed. He laid her on the bed and that is when she saw what he had done.
The room was filled with roses. Candles were everywhere. Next to the bed was a bottle of champagne and chocolate covered strawberries.

Meredith-Derek this is wonderful. Its so beautiful.
He just kept on kissing her.
Der-Not as beautiful as you. Now come with me.
He led her to the bathroom. The bathtub was filled with lots of bubble. All the candles were lit and smell of lavender filled the room. He told her to go in and take a nice relaxing bath.

Mer Do (kiss) you (kiss) want (kiss) to (kiss) join me?
Der-More than anything.

They started to undress each other. Hands moving over their bodies. He pulled her into him and moved his hand around her waist. They made it to the tub. They stayed there till the water got cold and then they got out. They dried each other off and put on bathrobes.

They moved to the balcony that was over looking the city. They drank the champagne and was feeding each other strawberries. When they were done with the strawberries he took her by the hand and led her to the bed. He took of her bathrobe. Then laid her down on the bed. He took off his robe and climbed into bed with her. She never took her eyes off him. She could not believe the he was back in her life. He laid down next to her and pulled her next to him. They laid there just cuddling.

Mer-Derek this has been a wonderful night. I am so glad that we are back together. I never want this moment to end. I am just sorry that it took me so long to see it. I wasted so much time being upset with you.
Der-Meredith you have nothing to be sorry for. I am the one who made the mistake. I made so many wrong choices. I called you names when I had no right. I will regret that forever.
Mer. Derek I need to tell you something. When I meet Finn I was really trying to move on. But every time Finn kissed me I don't know he just was not you.

Derek tried to interrupt her.

Der-Meredith I you don't owe my any explanation.
Mer-Derek I really want you to know. So please let me finish. Well, I know what you thought you saw the night you came by Finn's place but Derek, Finn and I we never did anything more than just kiss. Then even with that I knew that no one was ever going to replace you.
Der-So you and Finn never....
Meredith just shook her head.
Der-Even though I treated you so bad I cannot believe that you have given me another chance. I love you.
With that he bent over her and he kissed her. He wanted her so bad. He moved his hands to he back and pulled he so close to him. She moved her hands though his hair.
Mer-Derek I want to make love to you but......
Der- I know and its OK. I am just happy to hold you and have you wake up with you in my arms.
Mer-Thank you.
Der-Good night Meredith.
Mer-Night Derek.

There are more updates. I hope you like them. Please comment....

Love it! thnx for posting it for me :) :wub:

you already posted more! I really wish I was there... hehe lol :)

more when i get home tonight

When Meredith woke up the next morning she reached over to wake Derek up but the other side of the bed was cold and empty. She rubbed her eyes and looked at the clock. 10:00am.
She then looked around the room for Derek. She saw him sitting on the balcony drinking his coffee. She laid there for a few minutes just watching him. She got up. Put on her robe and walked over to him. She stood behind him and put her hands on his shoulders.

Mer- A penny for your thoughts.

He leaned back closed his eyes and smiled as Meredith started to rub his shoulders.

Der I was just think how happy I am right now.
Mer Why did you let me sleep so late? I cannot even remember ever sleeping in this late.
Der-You looked so peaceful. I could not want you up.

Meredith moved around and sat oh his lap. He put his hand around her waist.

Der How did you sleep my love.
Mer I loved falling asleep in your arms. I don't think I have slept that good in such a long time.
Der So are you ready for something to eat.
Mer What time do we need to check out.
Der Well we do not have to work today so we have the room for as long as we need it.
Mer Why don't we take a shower and then we can get something to eat.
Der Sounds like a plan to me.

She got off his lap and led him into the bathroom. He helped her off with her robe. Slowly running his hand over her bare back. She took of his robe and ran her hand down his back and the grab his ass and pulled him to her.
He started the shower and they stepped in never taking their eyes off one another. As the hot water was running over them he pushed Meredith to the back of the shower and started kissing her. Her hand moving though his hair and down his back. He moved her so the water was running down her hair and down her back. When her hair was fully wet he reach for the Shampoo and started washing her hair. Then she did the same. After that she got the soap and started washing his body. 1st his chest. Then his arms. He then did the same. As he washed her breast she let out soft moans.

Mer Ummm Derek this feels so good.

Der took the soap and started washing the inside of her thighs.

Mer-Derek I think I have had enough of this shower.
Der-Meredith Did I do something wrong?
Mer-No I just want to get out of the shower and make it over to the bed so you can make love to me.

With that he turned off the water and they stepped out of the shower. They grabbed some towels and quickly moved to the bed.
He laid her on the bed and started kissing her neck. She let out the soft moans that drove him crazy. Slowly he started to make love to her. They made love till they physically could not do it anymore. He rolled over so she was laying on top of him.
Derek-Oh Meredith that was so incredible.
Mer- I love you Derek Shepherd
He started to kiss her again when all the sudden there was a knock at the door.

The person on the other side of the door knocked again.
Person-Maid service.
Derek and Meredith just laughed.

Der-Can you come back after a while?
Maid-OK
Mer-So you think we should get up and get dressed or give the maid something to talk about?

Derek just smiled at her and started to kiss her. He slowly moved his lips to her neck.

Der-Oh I think giving her something to talk about would be a fun way to start her day.
Mer-Derek I was kidding.

Derek would not stop kissing her. Then his hands started moving down her stomach to the inside of her legs.

Mer-OK you really need to stop or we are never going to get out of this bed.
Der-That is the point I am tying to make.

Meredith started to get out of bed. Derek just looked at her and said "stupid maid"

Mer-Derek you are not being very nice she is just trying to do her job.

She pulled away and got out of bed and started to get dress. Derek got up out of bed and walked up behind her and put his hands around her waist. Just as she put on her shirt. He was trying to remove it.

Mer- I have an idea. Why don't we go get something to eat? Take the ferryboat home and finish this back home.
Der-Cant we just finish it now.
Mer-The sooner we make it back to the trailer the more time we will have to finish what we started here.

Derek stopped kissing her and turned her around.

Der-You really think of the trailer as home?
Mer-Yes, As you said last night my place is not all that quiet. If we live in the trailer we can be as loud as we want. And we both know you are not quiet.
Der-Me not quiet. I think it is the other way around.

ahh I love it :wub: I love you for posting this for me :wub: this is how merder should be!

After breakfast they took a ferryboat back home. Meredith told Derek that she needed to go by her house to grab a few thing before going home.

Der-I love that you are calling the trailer home.
Mer I am so glad that you never gave it up. I was so worried that Addison would make you get rid of it.
Der No I would never do that, but you know I have all this land what do you think of us building a house. We could design it. Make it special anything you want.
Mer Derek you don't need to do that for me. I will just as happy in the trailer.
Der I know but I want to do this for us. We can keep the trailer for guest. Its something to think about.

They arrived at Meredith house. No one was home. They walked up to her room. She got a suitcase out and started to pack some of her clothes.
Derek came up from behind her and picked her up and tossed her on the bed.

Der You need to talk a break.
Mer I do? What do I need to do on this break?
Der oh a little of this. He started kissing her neck. A little of this. He pulled her hair back and started kissing her neck.

The next thing you know they are throwing off their clothes. They are laying next to each other. Derek rolls on top of her and she lets out soft little moans. He starts to make love to her and her moans gets louder and louder.
What they do not know is that Izzie and George just came home.

Izzie Guess there will be sleep around here for a while. They have a lot of making up to do.
George. OK that is not something I want to think about.
Izzie Ah poor George not getting any. Maybe you should just tell Callie you love her and then you can get laid.
George. Would you stop. The Callie and me thing is over.

The screams come out again.

Izzie Maybe with my money I can sound proof there room.
George At least make them get a padded headboard.
Izzie-Come on lets go in the kitchen and get something to eat.

Back upstairs.
Der-No who is the loud one.
Mer-Shut up. I am just glad we have the house to ourselves. Now I need to get dress and finish packing.
Der-Is there anything I can do to help?
Mer- I think you have helped enough. With your kind of help we will never make it out of here.
Der-You say that like it is a bad thing.
Mer-No I just do not know how I am going to tell Izzie and George that I am moving out.
Der-What are you going to do with the house?
Mer-Well I can let Izzie and George stay in it. I don't think I want to sell it. Its the only thing I have left of my mother really.

She was done packing and they started walked down the stairs.
They got to the bottom of the stairs and Meredith said she wanted to go in the kitchen and get something to drink. They walked in and saw Izzie and George standing around the island.

Mer-Oh we did not know anyone was home.
Izzie-Obliviously not.
Der-See I told you. You are the loud one.

Meredith turned red and started to giggle.

Mer I am really not that loud am I.
Izzie Well I want to sound proof your room so maybe we can sleep at night now that you love birds are back together.
Derek and Meredith just looked at each other.